Its officially been a week since I left work and didn’t look back. I know that running away is not the answer, however I cannot enter the building which contains pandora’s box without first speaking to a professional doctor.

I have my appointment set for Thursday @ 2pm. My first time with my new doctor and It will be an interesting one.

Staten Island is not really good for my feelings either. I know no one really, I have no local friends or buddies to hang out with and watch a movie. I feel absolutely lost here sometimes. Visits to Starbucks, Barnes and Noble, Snug Harbor and the mall are my attempts to possibly make friends and learn to cope with the feelings of isolation and confusion.